"Why should I have to forgive you just because you regret what you did to me?

Why do I have to bend and kneel and act like your suddenly a good person just because you gave everyone a halfass apology.

I mean, you didn't even say sorry to ME. The person you threatened, the person you hurt, the person who actually suffered.

Yet.

I'm expected to forgive you...?

No.

I do NOT forgive you.

I don't, I won't and I never will forgive you.

I genuinely hope the guilt eats you alive till you can't take it anymore. I hope you suffer. I hope you die with it.

Because I know that you aren't actually sorry. You apologized. Said you changed.

But. Guess what.

I never got an apology.

And I was the one you hurt most.

You just erased all traces of what you did. Then acted like it never happened. And now, you think I should forgive you..?

I will NEVER forgive you EVER.

I hate you. I fucking hate you so much and I hope you hate yourself.

I'm not sorry."