First, accusing me of faking my anemia, second, harassing me and falsely accusing me of harming a minor, now you're falsely accusing me of being 17? What is wrong with you? I struggled a lot and I can't do ANYTHING. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS DEAL WITH MY FAMILY, THEN my friends who was harsh to me, now getting harassed over something I didn't do, I swear I can't do this anymore, I tried to take a break, then getting harassed, talking and I'm drawing, getting accused, then next saying that I faked my cancer, I never mention about cancer or something, I'm starting to through a lot and I can't do anything with my life

Then whenever I explain about this situation I'm having hard time. One of my friends start to yell at the top of the lungs and yelling at my face, calling me some bad words. No dude. I can't do this anymore. I'm tired of dealing and being dragged into situations. Then blaming me when I only said I wanna leave Islam but instead, fully getting shamed over that.

Those days are worst than my life, and I don't think this year will be a great day for me. Not to mention that few ahours I was about to cut my arms and it gave me the worst pain ever. Like give me a break already. I'm tired of this.