I was happy. I never identified as the opposite gender. I was always feminine and just- Happy. Not saying that I'm not happy with being Trans. I mean, its one of the best decisions I've made. ( And one of the worst at times )

I had great school friends, a steady home life, amazing grades, and I wasn't that stressed.

Nowadays I stress so hard out of my mind that it causes outbursts of emotion and frustration- My grades are failing, I can't keep a single irl friend, I struggle with trying to even speak with my parents about the smallest things, and my identity is such an issue to more people then me myself. Doesn't help that I constantly suffer from constant hypersexuality, overwhelming ADHD and Dyslexia and to add the cherry on top, I have to deal with a cluster fuck of a System.

Doesn't that just show the kind of fucked up world we live in ?

We live in a world where we are the survivors. We fought to be here.

But when you're a survivor in this wretched world,

you have to make do with what you have left.