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you said a word slightly wrong? crazy! lets give you the most horrible feeling known to man

you tried to guess and had hope but ended up being wrong? hell yeah! lets give you the urge to bang your head against the wall until your skull breaks

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"everyone makes mistakes" thats not how it works bro.

im not "everyone".

i have to be perfect

i used to be the smartest, the most talented kid in my classroom

but now?
new school?

now im just a kid

a dumb kid who cant approach people

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the thing is with my mother.

she has good intentions.

she's an amazing person.

she spoils me so much.

still

apparently

she cant "fight the urge" to call me talented, perfect, etc etc

so whenever she tells me that

im like yea thank you but like then i HAVE to tell her it makes me feel bad (i had a convo w her and my sister about this)

like

UGH

why dont you praise the PRODUCT instead

dont instantly appropriate the product to my capacity.

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