I know my last post was all "I'm leaving.." and then I put a cringy dead josh picture showing how serious I am, and all that but now I realize I don't really care what they think. I have nothing to prove, if I keep on trying to insist I'm a good person, I'll waste my whole life doing that. I know I'm a good person, I know I was wronged and put into unfair situations that were just lied about and changed to fit a narrative. So frankly, I don't really need to prove anything, no drama is needed because I don't care enough. I also don't need anyone who just believed them without checking with me, if I have to prove to my friends I'm a good person. Were they ever my friends?

Anyways, I'm just making this post to annouce I don't care. I'm gonna do what I want, and I don't care about whatever 20 year olds living in their parents basements say to a 16 year old boy.

I've been mostly focusing on school for the past few months, at first I was always thinking about what happened; but as time went on I wouldn't get nervous or scared thinking about it. Because who am I even getting scared by anyways lol? I've been doing self improvement, mending a few relationships that I felt actually mattered and just self improving. Anyways that's it, honestly I would've posted this sooner but I was busy playing hollow knight. You should try it, it's good :)