rude and you have awful humour and you cant shut up and your boyfriend hates you and hes only using you for your body just like everyone else around you has and your an awful person and you have no reason to be here other then to wait for something to happen that wont happen for like another 5-6 years and your life is awful and you dont wanna kill yourself but you jsut wanna fix yourself and your starting to rely on others because its all you now how to do because when you follow your own influence something bad happens and the only point to your existence is staying alive to make your found siblings happy because other then that you have nno purpose other then to accomplish things for others and stay quiet when no one needs you cause the reason you exist is to make others happy cause its all you know how to do, cuz same lmao.