DUDE I CANT ANYMORE I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE I NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO RAAAAAAAGHGHHHCHXBEKSSOO

why am I such a fucking failure

if I killed myself the world would be a better place

don’t believe me? kill me. see how happy it makes you.

I didn’t ask to be put into this world

I didn’t ask to be put into this house

yet here I am

rotting away

I’m not sure I’ll survive

just in case I don’t, I love all of you

don’t worry I’m overreacting

I’ll be fine

maybe

.

I don’t think I’ve been eating properly

I’m eating too much

or is it too little

who’s to tell the difference

my parents hate me

I don’t know why

maybe it’s because I’m a failure

maybe it’s because they know I’m not normal

I didn’t ask to have ADHD either

.

people think that ADHD is just not paying attention

it’s not

it’s probably why I feel how I do right now

if they invented a cure

I wonder if I would take it

.

I don’t wanna rant any longer.

I love you guys.

Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. </3