general in Butterwaffles Corp

People tell me that i have very attractive personality and that i have really big success

I think otherwise

I guess the biggest killer for my skills is my regret and courage.

Man i played all the games i wanted to and gotten what i want now.. idk what to do

Who gonna believe them if i do this to pych ward patients

I won't do it though..

Is trying to be happy really worth it when it all comes crashing down.

People treat me like im nothing

But i don't

Care.

I will be always be determined no matter the cost.

Im pissed. Im tired. I will make it end very soon.

Mark my words.

Im waiting for my number to come up

And i won't fail taking it...

I harmed too many of my friends and my family

Im not sure what is happening

Please help me...