I hate it when people try so hard to fucking bother and say cruel words to me for stuff that happened days ago

I'll try to be as honest as i can-!

(Also, thx @LeashedExperiments for it!)

POV: me standing in my car wearing a black cap beside the person i would fangirl over (cya ill be back after)

(stole this from british idiot) ill answer what i can

what is this bro

ah fuck it

If ALL of my friends ever died or left me, I'd be so lost and maximum could even attempt to end myself if I lost control, because, I literally lost people who I enjoyed talking to, and we all had a lot of memories, just to witness our end? It's unbearable

Last time me and.. talked was in 2024, and 10-20 days ago, I have many memories of them and my other old friends, I remember how it was, our funny, silly banter, we're so free, we could feel free to be ourselves, there had no one to judge us, not anymore.

I don't want to let go of them, I want them back, I want the "Old-School Leashy" friends back, I really feel quite insane and crazy because of this, I might be desperate to get my true friends back.

The thing I truly regretted in life was losing cool friends, I feel kind of hopeless, and I look like a maniac because I look like I'm witch-hunting for them, but I'm just trying to contact them, and everything is trying to stop me, I'm fighting for it.