All Posts in D&B: Bambception! (Crystalline Conundrum)

When the conundrum is crystalline
UPDATE:
I'm feeling a lot better now!
thank you to @/EXTRAcooldudemayo and @/OtherXhar_ for listening to me vent to them!
They genuinely helped me feel a lot better, and I feel much less anxious thanks to them!
If you aren't following them already, do it!
Today is the first time I've ever vented to people. (from what I remember)
Huh.
Been 15 minutes,
I don't feel any better.
I wanna like, vent to someone
but I'm worried about what they'd say.
..
I'll be back in a bit gonna go try to get my brain to stop being anxious and shit
oh god even more anxious thoughts
why can't i just have happy cool and funny thoughts :((
i absolutely HATE my anxious as fuck brain
stupid thing is constantly thinking shit like "What if this happens because i said this? What does this person think about me? Do ppl even like me, or do they just like my posts out of pity?"
...Is this normal?
why tf is Dungeon Freakshow the like ONE pizza tower song the one song that like constantly i just start humming
like way more than others too
you don't have enough Perry the Platypus on the memory card!
i don't really like to be on any side of drama between people
ex: person starts drama with other person that becomes really popular
yes i may have opinions on it, but i honestly kinda wanna just be neutral.
valve has trouble counting to the number 3.