venting/ranting.. ★ in ⋆ ..Lins Garden.. ☆

At this point I really need a hug.
I'm so stressed I'm actually fucking crying.
Thanks guys. Really funny joke.
I'm going mental. One more fucking message and I might actually hurt myself.
Is this funny to you all?
Is it?
I feel like it is.
It's laughable.
"Oh, lils wants to hurt herself, let's make it worse hahhaha!!"
HAHAHAHAHA. VERY FUNNY.

I'm just going to leave this here.
I hate white toothpaste. I was on face time with my friend from school (he's male) and I was spitting out my toothpaste, he said "Yeah baby, spit out my cum."
I'm gonna fucking cry.
If someone asks me if I need a hug one more time, I might expose my c.ai chats or cry. I need more comfort than I get on a daily basis + let on.
Mood was ruined. Probably going to go cry.

Just FYI, I made my first post like a couple minutes ago. If you want to follow me, feel free. Idrc, not that many people read my vents anyway.
All you need is someone to hug you and not let go.
(I don't have that, but need it desperately.)
[Scheduled post.]