Vent Post I guess in NotMario's void community. (Not_Mario18)

why do I randomly feel like shit.....

...I'm just gonna give up.... I don't know what to do at this point......

Update on trying to get myself mesmerized.... didn't work time to try again... and again... and again... till it works..., I don't know at this point......

Imma go... attempt to get myself mesmerized.... I don't care at this point.......

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I hate this day.....
I truly do....
I don't what to do at this point....
I don't wanna deal with this shit anymore...
I'm so stressed out and shit....
I only got to 105 jumps....

103 jumps... abouta make that 1?? Jumps...
Imma go offline for a bit...... imma just go vent to myself... after 3 months.... ...
thank god I found a way to log into one of my vent accounts.... imma go vent to myself I guess...

YOU WONT STOP ME NO I WILL NOT CALL 988 YES IM ENDING IT NO YOU WILL NOT STOP ME UNLESS SOMEONE SOMEHOW INSTANTLY MAKES ME FEEL LESS LONELY