Random Thoughts in Benjiro's Group

I just really want the game to be the best it can but like I’m afraid of it not being good enough and it turning out to be a dumpster fire, and I don’t really want that

Like I want for like people to help out, but I don’t really know about like if they’ll understand what the goal is because of me not really being good at explaining stuff, or if they’ll even be interested

I’m gonna be real, I don’t really think I’m getting anywhere atm, there’s just a lot I need to do for it but yet i keep messing up and having to like it again.

Plus I have to do the animations and like revamp the map-

I just feel really discouraged

Normally sometimes when I come across a post, sometimes I actually see like someone that I’ve haven’t talked too in a while, and I sorta feel bad sometimes if they’ve haven’t been doing well and such, so I usually just try to catch up and just check in

I have no idea why but when I’m at my university I touch more grass and I’m a little hit more active than I am at home-

I don’t know why it’s just an observation lol

Idk if it’s me but now I think of art burnout not as an inconvenience, but like to say, “probably it’s time to sit back a bit and recharge” or something like that

Another Dev Tip, if you have like any idea, even if it’s the most stupidest thing ever, like keep that written down somewhere cuz you might forget it

Pretty much the reason why I’m practicing drawing backgrounds and such is mainly for drawing concept art for the game as well as becoming more confident in doing them for commissions at some point

Pardon my language with this one

I know I don’t like bringing up like drama or stuff like that, but in all seriousness, this is super messed up and disgusting. These people like actually need to be behind bars,

First few days of college? Not bad actually, I know it’s only the first week but even later on I feel like I’m good with most stuff