Random Thoughts in Benjiro's Group

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Alright apparently I need needed a nap
Sorry that Iβve been making posts like this its been a month for me
I wish I wasnβt so fatigued all of the sudden-
Iβve been like so out of it this month for the most part, I honestly donβt even know why
Iβm feeling extremely demotivated, even though I donβt have to deal with my own pressure, I donβt know what else to really do, I really just want to work on it again, but I feel like Iβll just put too much pressure on myself and crash out again
The depth sorting isnβt as 100% as I thought it would be but I honestly do not care anymore. Iβve been past my patience with this and itβs only in certain circumstances when this thing happens.

I wanna like work more and draw, but due to some things I ended up getting hemorrhoids-
I canβt really sit down as much without feeling pain, so uhh yeah- itβs not too serious though donβt worry
But theres not be a lot from me for a bit

Ugh, why is this so much tougher than it needs to be
Bruh Idc if Youtube doesn't like me using an adblocker, yet I'm getting ads for Pie which is an adblocker(made by the same company that made Honey so uhh yeah)
The urge right now to just delete everything and just forget I even did anything.
Okay nevermind, it just created more problems, absolutely wonderful.
CAN I JUST PLEASE JUST WORK ON SOMETHING OTHER THAN LAYERING LIKE COME ON