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i just LOVE having a rare HAPPY moment between me and my brother

just for my mother to P!SS ME OFF and RUIN IT

i mean sure, i dont take care of myself, but YELLING AT ME DOESNT HELP

its called i lost my father when i was 9 so of course it fucked me up

Why have I tried to make myself a stone-heart person when I was 14..?

I'm... I'm really regreting from doing it right now... I want to feel normal...

Why love is a confusing feeling for me..? Just why..?

Idk why.... But I'm feeling depressed again...

I feel kind of bad

the last things me and my gf said on our recent phone call

gf: "call tomorrow?"

me: "sure, if i'm still alive by then."

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