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He's trying to save up enough money to get out of a terrible living situation and move out, any support towards them is insanely appreciated!
Apparently those things in the corner of my eyes that disappear when I look in their general direction is some to be concerned about
Should I be concerned or is it a normal thing
If you wanted to shoot yourself in the head but knew you would always be too afraid to do is it still suicidal?