This will be a LOOOONG journey to get this again

Can someone help me find my former pinned post? I pinned apologies that day, but it went wrong, so I'm going to try putting my pin back

I wanted to talk about some specific topic, but it could generate controversy, I'm very unsure, I might wait for Sabrina to get on-line so we might talk about it and see if it's not controversial, the only hint I give is: CR

I should be grateful I still have 80-85% of my followers and friends, there's people who lost everyone because of dramas, and thank god, didn't happen to me.

The drama thing is over, the article is just a little resume of what I gave and what I received, highly recommend reading the article.

Because of the idiots who used to send me NSFW at early 13, It got into my head for years, that even my own mother realized after 3-4 years, I'm trying to get it out my head and i'll also try to accept positive criticism.

I just want to have a good future, have a wife and kids, develop games that turn famous that are fun for the kiddos, like, shooters, platformers, but my present looks so bad at age 14, I feel like I might not make it

I almost passed away due how fast my heart beated, I had to drink water and take so much deep breaths, I feel depressed due all this, I'm trying to respect my parents, respect people in the internet, I just want to change.

I really love y'all who understands me, I'm literally trying to change, I just need support along the way to help me reach my desired objective. Hate is not helping anything.

The Rebecca Bluegarden tied up gif is literally in the Anime, plus I was just joking around with "zamn", Jesus christ.