Recently, I have been scared, lost and confused on nothing more than my loneliness.

I wanted to announce my 1 week break on the internet mostly because I want to spend time with my father and want to mostly do what I love and what makes me calm, cool and collected: Game development.

This first week on June for me will be primarily focusing on game developing and IRL stuff. I want to take a step back from my Discord friends because I feel like, in my honest opinion, it's what makes me realize that I have no IRL friends and I am alone with no one but my father. (no offense to my friends of course.)

I honestly feel like I don't get the time I get to relax and it's completely on me, I don't want to shift that blame onto anyone else. It's best if I don't IMO.

For now though, I don't want to be contacted; I don't want to be notified of any events that may or may not revolve around me (unless it's something actually serious about me that I need to address.); I don't want to be named "Fact Giver" on Discord; I don't want to force myself or be forced into drama (I feel leaving the internet will be my best option for this IMO.)

Some news will be posted once I come back IF I have made progress on any of my games. The greatest thing I want at this point is peace. I want to feel free without being scared feeling of loneliness or a small mention of me. I feel paranoid at everyone, no offense. I am just scared to the point where I need to take a break to ease my stress.

TL;DR: I'm scared of being (half) alone. Announcing my 1 week break to ease stress from slight mentions of me. I want to spend time with my dad. Some posts will be made on my games once I return. Please stop calling me "Fact Giver", thanks.

I will also be responding to questions and concerns after my break.

Sincerly, Iaon.