My whole head is in the Art Fight game right now!!! After an intense June comes a turbulent July

I am really sorry for the delay of this post, the moment the event begun a bunch of things happened hahaajklshdjkasd I am 18 attacks behind

There is not much to report! I have been writting a script for a potential video regardless myPOPGOES but I doubt it will be ready for August 1st haha. We will see!

Happy Artfighting!

I don't want to get too personal, but I feel a bit burnout. To the point I stop "doing" the things I always do and people around me either don't notice I am missing, or don't care, things keep going without me.

So I am sort of, away of everything while I try to deal with the sadness. Life is like that, I just thought I wouldn't had to deal with that feeling of loneliness again.

I've tried to reach out before I decided to step away, I've tried to talk, I've tried to be transparent with my feelings, but there is something beyond the text, language and culture barrier that makes it feel like I don't deserve to be okay, to be wanted, needed, loved.

I am sorry if I am not meeting expectations right now, I want to be back to normal too. Back to be okay with this and stop wanting more.