If you guys don't necessarily need to know this but for real truth:
Bunniyan ask:
"why you still haven't post about updated or news for your game while you do making arts and you don't make videos. like you should have tell your fans about news and updated about your game"

You see everyone, i cannot do that (if i have too), it already lost in the past and not ready for update will be patience for my time is right to draw, i not asking more questions, because i not happy for further questions.

He never believe it what i say to him like:
"wow, you do not like working your game, like you said you wanted to start making your studios like you wish you want your videos get popular or something, but sadly no you didn't gain likes"

bunniyan:
"if your mother can't get you social security, debit card and ID then she neglected to you"
(My mother know much as i am take risk outside or suffered my lesson)

bunniyan:
"like how are you supossed to make popular video without worst recording laggy voice and stuff like that."
(It's needed to wait unit my mother will choose to go)

I'm not exposed rest of past life and he keep ask many questions without talking a type person trauma have different personality approach career choices, personal growth, relationships, and more.

further mistake by bunniyan told me about social security, debit card, and ID as young adult should focus on things like finding new jobs or helping your mom and brother, trying getting your social security, debit card, and ID as your young adult. if you can't do it and work important your life then... it's not my problem it's your problem because you needed to focus get a job like i know there aren't no jobs apply because of greed governments.

I'm taking relax with my drawings & music without cost right to be angry or sad, the situation over and over but if you keep talking about it without direction or purpose on repeat, it's gone from helpful to harmful. it took different answers and undoing all the hard work I've done before.

I'm am disappointment or unexpected can be hard to accept it, young ones cannot accepted a world around without guidance wrong turn only it focuses my own study impact on happiness important life, professional as main goal of daily list, helpful people project and artist share others.

I'm respect his opinion for place to find jobs but i cannot risk myself to do it only think it my fault to understand and truth to helping to get profit.
(Sorry for waiting so longer for this update was behind a scene)

If you are feel right with bunniyan or me have trauma, let me know you thinking about difficult situation own differences 😖
(taking so serious my life to forgive it my trust friend)