A long time ago (circa 2 years ago), I was playing vrchat with my online friends (nobody likes me irl lol). These fellas were called

• Chewie

• Merasmusthecook/Voidscout

• Cottage

• SummerV

• Bear313

• HunterWillis.

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It started with chewie, we met together in a public 2fort server. We would play and screw around until one day I got an invite saying

"yo wanna do a space rp or smthing like dat"

That's how I met the rest of the gang eventually.

One day, I noticed that hunterwillis wasn't appearing anymore, he was never invited to play games or anything. I asked Chewie, turns out, hunterwillis [AT THE TIME] were making very not good nazi jokes.

We had moved to a different space ship thing, and things for the most part, we're going swell, and a new (very loud) member joined who I don't remember there name. But they screamed a lot.

Fast forward by about a month, Voidscout asks me for advice on how to confess his love to Cottage. I was very young at the time, I didn't even know that central america was on the map, so I told him plain and simple.

"Just go up, and tell her to her face"

This actually worked, and they would spend all their time together. But then, Cottage confessed something to me, voidscout, and summerv.

She was a r@pe victim.

And Voidscout didn't think too much of it, just respecting her boundaries.

That's when voidscout got into avatar creation. He would steal models and import them into unity, add gogoloco to it, and then publish it for the world. I had even got an exclusive one, not even Cottage had gotten one (will make sense soon).

But voidscout got competitive with szeppelin. Szeppelin had much better avatars, and voidscout tried to compete but failed. So he stirred up drama that failed. He made me think that szeppelin was a bad person, and along with Scout. (Another dude). Scout got accused of ERP(erotic roleplay) with a minor while he was 19. And Szeppelin was accused of ripping avatars and what not. And many more. But only a few of these were actually true. And I was associated with voidscout, so whatever he did, I was apart of.

Behind the scenes, voidscout would shame and mock Cottage's r@pe. Not just once but on multiple occasions. And I was too small and scared to stand up for her, so I just, watched.

Bear313 was taking a break from VR as a whole. Chewie was also taking a break from vrchat.

So I was stuck with these 3. Voidscout considered me as his best man. And he still does to this day. But back to the story.

The drama that Voidscout had started had got him backlash. And people that knew what he did (the drama and rumors) would hate on him. This got so bad that, for a week, he faked his own suicide.

Cottage didn't know this was faked, and neither did SummerV. They were sad, I couldn't chat with other buddies cause they were gone.

When he came back, everyone was supposed to act like it didn't happen. And rumors were still being spread, and I was going out of town for the week. So I don't know what would happen. Apparently, not much. When I came back, he began making a world for his avatars.

There's a lot of fog for me around this period of time. I just remember not being allowed to wear any avatars that weren't his. And he was working on a new world.

When the world was finished, we still could only wear his avatars. And I was effectively being held hostage.

All of this was taking a toll on my mentally. So, I took 6 month break from VR. And I started back with Rec Room.

When I came back, voidscout was now Team Slayer. He said he missed me and whatnot, and he and Cottage had broke up, which I said I was glad, but he assumed i was glad for him. Infact, SummerV was gone too. But I avoided Voidscout, and he faked his death again. And then he never came back to VR..

Until 2 months ago. If you see anybody by the username of "RollingWaves" on vrchat. Avoid contact. When I met him, he was monologuing about his crasher that could legit set your headset on fire. And this is all true. That's my story.