WARNING: mentions of body terms you may not want to hear (chest area, lower area, yeah..) and self-hatred (mostly just a little bit of talking-down but that's all)

(im js putting this warning because talking about human anatomy and certain terms like that make me uncomfortable)

I hate my gender. I just hate it. I'm a cis female, and ever since I was 8, all I've wanted was to have a masculine body. I hate my curves. I hate my b00bs, I hate having a p3ri0d. My curves are so ugly. I wanna be flat. Everywhere. I hate it.

Why can't I just be more like a GUY?

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And why did my brother, who knew I was transmasc since I was 9, decide to vote for the one president that's taking away trans/lgbtq rights?