Yes, I came back yet again, shocker I know. At this point, It’s known and probably made fun of how often I’ve canceled games, left gamejolt and discord and came back, and It’s honestly getting tiring, both for my friends, my audience, and of course myself. And while I’m not just gonna say “oh, I’m totally gonna stay forever this time, pinky promise!” Because let's be real here, my actions are gonna have to speak up this time rather than words that understandably would be considered pointless. 

Anyways, I might as well address why this time things are going to be different. First things first, discord Is almost completely out the window. The only times that I’ll actually use It Is for advertising, nothing more nor less. I’m also gonna stop getting myself Into arguments and drama via my hot headedness, meaning that I’ll be limiting socialization. I’m just so so tired of getting myself Into bullshit that Is completely my fault, cause not only does It hurt myself, but also the people around me. 

Next, I won’t try to make too many friends online anymore. I apologize to people like @Speedorsm and @pandatee01 for having to sever our connections, and this choice of mine Is by no means their fault In any way, but rather, my fault. To put things Into context, I’m way too overprotective of friends. I put myself through hell and back for them, and this only ends up fucking myself and them over. I’ve hurt so many people by my dumb decisions and I honestly need to knock It off. I'm tired of making bad decisions, time to man up and be more mature. Also, I’m not gonna even try and say I’m a game dev anymore, because I’m not. 

From now on, I’ll mostly be using gamejolt to post sketches and photo edits of mine. I’m tired of getting myself stuff In the same loop over and over with this whole, making games and canceling them bullshit. It Is honestly tiring, and not only does It keep me trapped doing the same damn thing way too many times, but It also lets y’all down. I promise you a game and fail to deliver each time. I get your hopes up each time before letting them crash down, and I hate doing that. I hate disappointing y’all by teasing a game that’ll never come out. Regardless of that though, If I even thought of taking up game development again, I wouldn’t tell anyone until the project I was working on was near completion. 

Yeah, I’ve said that a million times before In the past, but again, actions speak louder than words. Lastly, I thought I’d say this because It needs to be stated at this point, the way I joined the web was probably the worst way I could’ve done It. As my friend Dorm Nes put It, children shouldn’t be allowed on the Internet, and I honestly couldn’t agree more. I know that sounds a bit hypocritical coming from me since, look, I’m back now, but the thing that I’m going to be doing that I failed to do every single bloody time In the past Is be responsible. I’m going to stick to everything I mentioned In this post no matter what. No discord, no drama, no overreacting, no leaving, no more of the nonsense I’ve pulled before In the past. 

If I want to be on the Internet, I need to be responsible and not act like a jackass like I would always do. I’m gonna try and be a better person from now on, both on the web and In real life. I’ve also said that a lot In the past, and I’ve failed to actually achieve It. It’s time I do it now though. Sorry for being the person I was y’all, I hope that from now on, things will get better. See y’all whenever, and thanks for sticking with me all this time, each and every one of you has made my journey here wonderful. 

I don’t deserve the kindness I’ve gotten when I’ve failed to give It back. Now though, It’s time I earn all the praise I’ve gotten. Thank you, and goodbye. 👋

(P.S. Don’t expect too many posts on this account, I’m REALLY trying to put all my attention on school currently. I’ve lost count of the amount of time I’ve spent dicking around when I should’ve been focusing on what matters. I’ve let my grades slip way too many times and now that I’ve got my shit together, I feel that I can actually succeed.)