My mood swings had to ruin it, didn't they?

Everyday...

...every motherfucking day.

I HAVE THOSE MOTHERFUCKING MOOD SWINGS EVERYDAY.

DONT BOTHER TO TALK IF YOURE GOING TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE:

"Stop listening will wood then."

I HATE MOOD SWINGS.

I HATE MYSELF.

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF.

I HATE LIFE.

I WISH I COULD HARM MYSELF.

BUT I DONT WANT TO UPSET ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR MY GF OR MY FAMILY.

I HOPE I DISAPPEAR WHILE SLEEPING TONIGHT.

FUCK LIFE .

I HAD TO WRITE THIS BECAUSE OF MY FOCUS ON MYSELF??

I HAD TO ONLY FOCUS ON MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS HUH?

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.