Things weren't ever meant to end this way

I know I F- it up enough, what can I say?

I'm sorry, I can't seem to make you stay

I promise I won't put you through that pain

I wanna be contigo, but you're not in love with me, so

All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away

Yeah, I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free

If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go

But what more is there to chase?

Contigo, what's that really mean, though?

Giving you attention every second buying Cheetos

Kilos, bragging to my mama and el chicos

No, this won't take one night (duh, ayy)

I know it's all my fault for bouncing off the walls

I would say I'm free, then I would miss your calls

Spending dumb amounts and losing count of my "sorry"s

You'd be crying all night, I know

I wanna be contigo, you're not in love with me, so

All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away

I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free

If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go

But what more is there to chase?

Yeah, I'm falling in and out of sleep, I don't seem to see

Sheep, and I don't clean the sheets, I'm falling seamlessly

We don't need to be repeating all our fantasies

I'm falling for the beat, tryna figure how to breathe

But they never taught me how surfing through the clouds

Speak loud enough about being here and now

Never thought that I would ever get to hear the crowd

Ground's hitting now, guess I wasn't ever found

Oh no, you got me stressed out

Looks like I won't be getting rest now

And I'm home, but my head's living in clouds

Never liked my hometown, never got to get loud

And I hope you'll come around soon

I know, you think of me too

There's no need for you to be rude

Wanna be with you

I wanna be contigo, but you're not in love with me so

All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away

Yeah, I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free

If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go

But what more is there to chase?