Haiho again! Srry this took so long to post- smth happened irl that affected me n i been waitin for things to be stable, as stuff shifted a lOT in just 2 weeks. besides that makin a post this big is kinda scary for me too so i kinda procastinated it .w.
My usual routine is currently shattered n my time to do things is quite limited, so posts n overall work are slowin down again while i figure things out,, (-w_ (im not even in my pc rn lO)
Despite everythin im happy to know people are still interested in seein my stuff n thus been preparin this hugE, last post regardin my projects! A lot has happened in the last 6 years that i havent shared,,,

Past inactivity

Im quite aware theres been a lot of silence from me in the last couple of years which i been wantin to apologize for. I been tryin to omit explanations n just jump into big returnings with projects n posts, but with the issues persistin, those attempts dont last long x)

My social anxiety n ADHD had gotten wAY worse than I realized 6 years ago, n with a couple of requests n lotsa dms alongisde the fear of not meetin quality standards or even knowin how to do things, sometimes chewin more than i can,,,, i, def got quite stressed n depressed frankly.

The latter is nowhere near as bad now, gladly, but the main 2 are still eatin me. i been tryin since forever to get more used to chattin online on Discord n to work on things whenever im not mentally rottin,,, n for a while i wasa just, forcin myself to do things whenever an opportunity arrives n it, kinda has slowly been workin?

Shoutout to my friends n fellas that have randomly DMed me n interacted with my stuff over the years despite my long inactive lapses; it has helped me to keepin it together behind the scenes n I genuinely appreciate it uw

Regaaaardlesss, thats kinda about past me,, minus the recent change of schedule n social burnouts which seems to be my new future inactivity reasons but yEE, time to talk about ma babies ò w ó

So how are your projects?

Not dead!! beforehand, hahA. It appears i havent cleared that up in the past n the silence probs doesnt help, so apologies! i still really want to finish a lot of my ol' projects n stuff, even some from the long past many may not know of x) (yez, even some UTs ones,,)

All of my projects have gone through faaairly rough developments over the years for multiple reasons or just cuz of my perfectionism/self doubt, besides the fact im quite slow myself, but ive def learned a lot from each one of them n i think i know even if just a little better what to do from now on!
I have recently decided that it may be best for me to focus in one project at a time instead of workin on all of them at the same time whenever i feel like it,, cuz, well its def not exactly healthy for consistenty n workflow, to say

This may be the last time i bring up these 4 projects i been teasin too, as i dont want to cause hype for stuff on hiatus, naturally. I'll likely inevitably work on a thing or two out of preparation, but yah,, im much less stressed this way. if yall have any questions regardin em feel free to drop em below!

thus thuss,, time to give a quick dev history n status update for each one! ill be goin in order of when im expectin to return to them- with no real return/release date, that is,,
(quick note that everythin shown in this post is quite old n still work in progress!)

• Loki's; Since in development of April 2020, Loki's has gone through several reboots n redos after it slowly evolved into a big art practice of mine due to team issues with its first test iteration, which was meant to be for a practice prooject mid-pandemic. Ever sine it has been in a long identity crisis due to my overall lack of experience n confidence, alongside not really knowin how to do things or where to take em. after working once a month on the V5 of the game for a year, the code became a big spaghetti mess of forgotten code n ideas, n after tryin to finishin it anyway despite big issues like optimization n lack of proper direction; ive came to the conclusion that it mught be the best to let go of the current build n (mostly) recode things from scratch using all the currently made stuff for a fresh start n new script for V6. ,,which makes me doozy just thinkin of it, but im faaar too deep in to give up lOl.
  
  Im currently plannin to finish codin the last few AIs from V5 n give away a build to friends for future feedback, as the game had tONS of stuff with systems near ready like the second monitor, camera interruptions, depth panel buttons stuff with wifi,, besides the semi-finished n placeholders for the menus, minigame free roam, arcade levels n other sillies which,, maaay indeed be a lot n end up cut down a bit,,, Just the Arcade is practically its own game which is a lOT- n since the overall lore still doesn't satisfy me, ill be doin a re-draft of the game after i gather some feedback (The Krismas anim may be slighty outated now eheh,,)
  Gladly, a majority of 3D stuff for the map has been p much completed n im just missin the outside, some new renders n last new characthers! (3d humans??.o.)
  Thus i can eventually mostly focus on the sprite work of the game when i return to this pronto. Juuust need to come up with a script that i like,, specially after a recent related event,,, (more on that below )

  
  
  

• Rachel's; Originally i joined the Rachel's remake team by @Terracotta_ sometime in 2023 as the main characther modeller, but as time passed our main coder @avocadodreams (shoutouts to her btw!! she did tha first mechanics n plot!) left due to stress n since we never found a map modeller, i decided to fill in those roles in the meantime while we figured things out. So then i took my time preparin n polishin the models n base codin for the game, as we had big stuff planned for Clickteam like a 360 scrollin for both the cams n office. At some point I even released a test build with a Doug with proper AI n all! minus his jumpscare, sorta. The main direction of the game eventually changed a couple of times n took a huuuge stepback after we moved on from Clickteam to Unreal Engine 4 for a freeroam investigation segment that, honestly, wouldnt have been as fun in limited 2D. Besides that i was doin the map n fellas with VRC in mind too (i do ports! :p nnnot maps yet tho,,).
  
  Recently i was preparin to finish the main 5 fellas' models for new year but decided to hault on that to take a break, but they are finally mostly finished now! alongside some other kewl cuties,,, rn i was just slowly plannin n testin stuff, but the Rachel's team has also made some extra goodies which-
  ,,ig im showin some dow here!!
  (thx @Sir_Glitchy for the assets help n @Koopsydoopy for tha Rachel cutout draw!)
  For now im still just waitin for Terra n the team to fully return with motivation again while i take a break, for its been mostly me for a long whilee now,,, soo unless they do befo me, ill return someday òwó

  
  

• UTYxFNaF; (no name reveal yet? _w) This was a project that actually started from my friend's @OmegaX10 side, n seemingly was another test fun project of his that started arounddddd April 2024 seein my logs. We made some very good n playable progress on it until things kinda stopped. (i remember he got somehow distracted workin on loki's lO)
  
  A few months ago the project did a small return with a slightly bigger scope now for some cooler cuter stuff! Theres now a whole section regardin the garden iirc, some new custom night fellas, some night with weird white creatures n a wholE remake of a certain popular quite tiny UT horror game,,also connected to another silly section owo (i kinda cooked with the new fella's models .w.)
  The project right now is just shelved until we feel like working on it again, which ill def suggest sometime in the future again!

  
  

• TubbyLand; Sometime after Loki's V1 was canned, i silently started using gamejolt for doomscrollin until one day TubbyLand Rebuilt appeared n inspired the creation of this project! I didnt have much in mind when i first started tho,, not even a lore or mechanics at all despite the fact i attempted doin a game down the line n eventually V1 died cuz of my lack of ideas n 3D skills (the broken walls broke me, literally lmao). Years later i did a vid showing what i had done for it codin wise, showin some renders about it too!
  
  Later on i attempted to do a remake of TL3 called "The Ragdoll Warehouse", which was pretty much a stand alone project wich felt short despite havin more proper preparations. Same thing with a WTTL remake called (jokingly) "Toasted Tubbies".
  In between these n since i been daydreamin n testin ideas for I still want to try doin a Tubbyland remake as there arent many that arent TL1 or TLR, n i think i have a slighty better idea of what to do now,,maybe, but not givin up still x)
  
  Currently, basic concepts, models, rooms n scripts for TL1, 2, 3 n R exists n look quite funky! 1 n 2 bein the closest to a "classic" remake per say, while still addin my own spin on things naturally. I'll likely (maybe) not show anythin yet, for not wantin to draw attention yet,, n mostly cuz i just want to make a script with designs im happy with n that wont be discarded, smth that both feels fresh n unusual in the fangame scenery while also bein faithful to the original series,, cuz i def got some peculiar ideas for this series that i want to try o w o

  
  

  Ah yez,, im still reusin all of my tubby models for those wonderin x)
  nO i am not givin away more things- ider why i shared my Po model but i do know i had given up with TL3 back then, which is not tha case anymor n everythin is bein recycled now òw
  My TL series is gonna take a while to come out as it is indeed 4 diff games,,but like da rest of ma sillies, its not goin anywhere until i die owo lO
  Several new vers of the cams have been made with da ol map,,im testin da Protos again, n my classic fixed Stylish Tubby bots haven been remastered! noo-noo has a semi finished wip too-- but imma shush now- no i am not showin em here yet fjsnghvdhvsh

'n thats my main 4 projects rn!!!
Ive no idea when am i actually gonna start workin on them to say, but im hopin for Loki's n Rachel's to at least be public this year,,
In any case, I got several other projects i want to try doin someday,, so food aint runnin out soon!
Again, dont wanna show much rn,,if anythin i ended up showin/sayin more than expected when i just wanted to say they fine _w-) lmao
If yall truly stARVIN to see more however,, i have a semi-archive public Discord server where i tend to post in sometimes owow

Theres tONS of old food in there somehow ._. n even more soon now that ive cleaned my dms n feel like checkin servers,,,so if anyone wants to see more food regardin the 4 that wont see the light of day any time soon, check tha server out if ya wish!
https://discord.gg/r7aPS8a

Alongside Tubbyland n Rachel's (n others in future-) I been meanin to return to collab with their respective wikis too? :p
For those that dont know; i spent like several hours last? year playin n hackin n STARIN at TNaR; squeezing as much content from the game as i could to put it in the TNaR wiki! (Im yet to finish it,,)n im also plannin to do smth similar with the Tubby wiki sometime too! There is also a blender port pack release i was doin for both but i wont say further,,,

anywa, time to make some shoutouts to some projects i been collaboratin with! oWo

• Five Nights at Dipsy's by @Sir_Glitchy (Helped with the 3D rooms optimization n renderin!)

  

• TubbyLand ReDeluxes by @teamcrimsonshine (Helpin with the code n some visuals! also helped finishin the lost TL+ demo build)

  

• FNaF: Under The Stage by Katy! (Helpin with sprites n ideas!)

  

There are a couple more im helpin with,,3 more, i believe- but they are either wayyy too early in dev rn or just not happenin/public yet,,which one way or another i'll show my work for these all in a proper devlog for each someday!

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n now,,,time to stop walkin aroun the bush,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,something, lmao

I wonder how many noticed that fella staring at you in the bgs of the New years n Krismas renders with Poky? x) (poky is my sona,,for the wonders bgkdfh)

But once again, im teasin a new project,,,bad habit, ik, hA
I initially didnt plan this at all (thx @OmegaX10 owow) but last year we attempted to join Phisnom's Halloween gamejam with a mini project he had been wantin to do as a joke,,,,, for Lokis .w.
While it only has 3 nights, this,,,,may be the most complex game ive done,,,as the main dish is smth ive only seen like twice in fangames before n barely even know of so im kinda overthinkin it ahah

A lot of stuff is missin rn, but my objective is to just finish or reveal something after 5 years+ of doin serious game dev stuff n nothin thus far,, Right after im done attendin some stuff, ill be doin not much but to work on this when i can,,,like a gamejam xp

Given my current speed, seems like plans for teaserin n page reveal are gonna be delayed,, but expect me to at the very least start slowly postin teasers sometime past ma bday (Feb 16-18)

n hey!- now that im postin two images for each project now(i did not intent it .w) have this little wip slide im plannin to use in my server soon in relation to this!

wee!! looks like i made it after 14 rewrites o w o
(15. keyboardless with a touchpad . w . my wrist suffers from the 5 hours,,,) (18. ._.)

I think i been writin for 6 hours now, kahah, but thats pretty much it i believe! Probs missed smth tho,,, the fact the lights went out while rephrasin things didnt help either... -w-
Despite spendin like a month on this i still feel like i didnt say things properly,, (or gramatically even if half of it is intentional ehehe) soo, srry if things came oout messily ow,

At some point when i finish my 3-4 sillies im expectin to publically open commissions as well, which iii been meanin to do for years now,,, but i been taking some private test ones for a whilee to get a grip at em thanks to a friendo of mine which has def helped! (thx @JayXP_1 !! ig im a furry now owo)

Ahh yez, i may slightly change my name at some point too,,,cuz i def never anticipated to reach the year 2023 n people were callin me piggie2025 n now im expectin the piggie2026 confusion,,,,, which im not sure if i want cuz its funny but also confusin for creditin?? .w. lOl

, Soooo whats next? i dunno :o, currently just focusin on sillies n dms,,
Im not sure what to post now either cuz most of my stuff were tied to smoll art projects that im yet to finish or ded messy projects,,, so ig ill be checkin :o
Once again thanks to everyone that has stuck by so patiently n hope yall have a goodie year ! x)

remembe to drink w ater

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