If you are here to know more about the beta builds just scroll to the bottom. If you want to know why I am depressed over alot of the shit that has happened to me feel free to look through this article.
Hello. I would to say that the game is delayed. One of the reasons is expanding the scope of the game and making new content however the biggest reason was that June and may where the worst months of my life. It took a huge toll on my mental for many reasons. But I think many people know them already. Though I don't often talk about my depression that much on here expect for a few times this month. Things have been hard.
There where many times where people from UE4 community's really went way too far with how they critized me. They make fun of me, shit on me and call it "tough love". This is all because I have used a marketplace asset called HE. Sure my games are "bad" in there eyes. But I like them. I am not claiming I am innocents or anything else. I never have used my autism or depression as an excuse to why my games are "shit" I only brought up to explain why I think so outlandishly or why I don't have any motivation to work on a map not to get better. I have stated many times before I would stop using HE after I was done with FNAFB 3 and despite that they felt the need to harass me and bully me to stop using it discord servers despite my plan so for right now I don't feel like improving at all.
Cancelling and bullying people into depression and demotivation wont stop them from using HE. It makes them want to quit and makes them feel like everyone in the world hates them and they don't work on the game. This is not how you stop me from using HE its how to make me depressed and have countless of sleepless nights.
Today I found out on a server while looking for TNAF content. That people said a lot of mean shit about me and I found out a friend I had considered a close friend. Actually was talking bad about me and joined in on attacking me. I was gonna do a dev stream today and work on my game. But now I just feel so demotivated and upset.
They said I was a fan game dev who would say that deving is too hard and I would quit after 2 weeks despite the fact I still will make games. If I ever quit it wont be because of it being too "hard" it will be because of the shit I have gotten from them.
I can't go in any server without the usual faces just attacking me and "joking" with me. Anytime I try to joke they don't see it as a joke and try to make fun of anything I do.
Its annoying. I just want to be left alone by these people and not live in fear of posting on servers. But seeing that they will talk shit behind my back and other things its just very hurtful.
If you want to crtisce me fine. But making fun of me, calling me hurtful things and other things doesn't help at all. These people often take small things like using a fucking asset pack as a big reason to hate someone or over them making a shit game. I never used my autism as an excuse to say thats the reason why my games are "bad". I just said thats the reason I made some decisions because I have a much different mind than others. I am not using it as an excuse for anything.
Please stop throwing a fit over a challenge night being in space or war. I just didn't want to do the same generic fazbear thing. Its not a reason to HATE someone and make fun of them to really hurt them into depression. I know they will say "we don't hate you you're just cringe or im interested in you" But if you constantly talk about me, make snarky comments anytime I post something or don't have the balls to say shit to my face then how can you not hate me? only someone with pure dedication could go out of there way to do background checks on all my dev streams and constantly talk shit about me on there servers could hate me. You only say you don't save you're ass and to look like you're good.
I just want to be left alone. I want to make games in peace without people making fun of me in server behind my back or randomly hating me for no reason out of the blue. I don't want praise,hate or anything. I just want to be left alone to make my own fantasy's come true. I am not harming anyone by making games with HE. So stop trying to hate me for that.
Also I can type long "novels" if I want too. Its easier and I love talking with them.
I am sorry to bring drama or rant about it. I never mentioned names so it will be up to them to just rant about me in there servers to talk behind my back. I invite them to debate me on voice chat on discord. Thats all I want is for this to stop and I want to do it on voice.
The new builds will be out soon. There just what was given before to youtubers but public. Its the least I can do to make up for the delay.
I wont stop making games. If it makes people that hate me mad then ill keep doing it just because I don't want them to be happy. I am not gonna stop. I will keep making Fredbear games Ill make them outlandish AND I WILL BE HAPPY! That all that matters to me.
Next up
Happy birthday FNAF! I apologize for being inactive. I have alot to explain. I've been really busy. I am gonna try and get back to work on the game this month. I apologize that things have been so quiet this year. I've been going through alot.
So The benefit of having over thousands of dollars worth of dinosaur models is that Adding them to the game takes barley any effort as all the work was already done. Animatronic Ceratosaurus is happy to become the 2nd phase boss fight for umbra XD
Megalodon Update Got its model with animations now, Been working on implementing into 3 of my projects so far. Fredbear's 3, Halo 3 and Saurains Evolved 3. Expect to see its challenge night be finished soon!
Development Update 3
Five Nights at Fredbear's 3 Shadow Freddy Cutscene Shadow Freddy is defeated out of the ceratosaurus and he tells the reason for his aggression.
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Hey everyone. As you all voted for work to be done on VHS tapes and cutscenes. Thats the next focus (which means im away from UE4 for a while now and in SFM) I actually got some help with this from Magma SFM If anyone else wants to help out. Let me know.
So expect to see some of my halo maps be ported to future Fredbear's games as maps. Of course they will be edited to fit the setting. but Reusing resources goes a long way to save development time.
Amazing Screenshot from @RedcraftMan 2 bears one game FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDBEARS 2!
I can confirm The nightbonnie and night bear are returning to Fredbear's 3 They will be some of the hardest animatronics, As they are dismantled.
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