So apparently, I cannot change on who I am, I've been thinking about why I make excuses and lying to people. To be truthful, my friend asked me about my behavior and it might effect on others, so he asked me to take a break. After that, I took a break on gamejolt and discord and try to act different. After a few days, nothing has changed about my actions. I talk to my dad about this and he said he know that I can't changed on who I am because I'm autistic with learning disabilities and can't think or act properly. So after that, I know that I can't Changed on who I am and that is the truth.

Note to anyone about this, please don't say that I use autism and learning disabilities as an excuse, I actually have this disorder and sometimes effect me with anxiety and etc.