Anyways, big projects of any kind take a lot of time, and right now, I just honestly feel like I need a break from some things.
I'll be direct and talk a little about GUIDANCE. At the moment, I don't really know what the next step in working on it is, and I feel both intimidated a little demotivated about it. I also worry it won't be good enough, as I've talked about before. I know it's not healthy to think that way, but I can't completely help how I feel sometimes.
I'm also feeling a little demotivated in working on things in-general right this moment, but that's just right this second.
I don't really know what I'm doing right now. Just kinda existing I guess?
Point is, I want to make things that make people laugh, make people smile, and maybe even manage to make people wanna cry from time to time. And lately I've been a little more into spooky things, and coming back to a fandom I've been away from for a long time. I'll be honest, the circumstances of me leaving that fandom a while back are... complicated, and a little personal, but let's just say I left it with a lot of unfinished business.
I don't know that I really have any major plans for anything right at this moment. I guess I'm just kinda breathing and regrouping my thoughts. I don't know what I wanna do next.
I guess I'd just ask that you don't expect too much from me. I'm honestly just a kid struggling through highschool trying to make some stuff. And even if I'm usually pretty good at helping others through their own securities, I have just as many of my own, and I struggle with them a lot.
I know I'm not being super productive right now, but just remember, I'm not a machine, or a company. I'm just a person. One person who mostly came on here to have fun sharing things.
And I don't want anyone to think of me as anything more.
Hope you understand, and if you read all this, thanks for reading ^.^
I still hope to make some fun stuff right now. Whether it'll be good or meh or if it'll be what you want or if it'll be fnaf or undertale or original or some weird amalgamation of stuff. Animations, games, artwork music whatever- I have no idea.
But I hope you like it. And if you don't, I hope you'll be patient and stick around for the things you do like.
You have a good one ^.-
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