Alright, I'm just going to get to the point.
I'm sorry, I don't know when I'll finish the game. I don't know if I'll ever even finish it.
I've worked on it on and off even when I've gone quiet but it's just...
I've just been anxious to respond whenever I don't make progress because I feel guilty for not making more progress than I do. And then I feel guilty for not responding.
...I guess some things never change huh?
I'll work on it quietly and if I ever finish it? Cool, I'll finally release it. Might ask for some help regarding play testing and music before hand, but I will release it if I am able to finish it.
But... I'm not going to make any promises that I will finish it. I'm just going to quietly tinker away on it and every now and then post updates at my own pace.
And most importantly? I'm just going to try and stop being so hard on myself for being indecisive. As much as my self loathing doesn't want to admit it... I have improved since I posted the first demo.
That is all. I am sorry for being so quiet over the years, and I'm sorry I let my anxiety keep me from saying more.
I suppose I can at least leave you with these posts I made over on bluesky about the game
https://bsky.app/profile/ariaesther.bsky.social/post/3lmaw33x6n22x
https://bsky.app/profile/ariaesther.bsky.social/post/3lmxml3o5gs2m
https://bsky.app/profile/ariaesther.bsky.social/post/3lpkbel4jck2s
One last important thing about those posts before I crawl back into my hole of quiet.
While working on the new build, it was mostly going fine... though I quickly realized working with the new battle system was tedious as all hell. So I am attempting to do one last thing before just go back to how it was in the demo.
With that... and until the next time I post. Thank you.
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