I kind of realize I'm just not happy. For many reasons obviously. I am everyday around my ex. A fucking ass hat who fucking stares at me all day. I was in this kind of friends with benefits relationship. I eventually fell in love with him and he felt the same. But we never really said we were together. He ended the friends with benefits relationship. And now we are just friends. He doesn't feel the way I feel not anymore. I just can't really get happy anymore. Now I try to take breaks from content creation. But I just can't. I can't stop if I wanted to. I'm probably just going to continue posting like nothing after this. I'm kind of tired of acting happy. Acting like I really want to do anything. I sound like a depressed teen XD sorry. I just don't think I can act happy when I'm just not. I just wanted to explain myself if I seem a bit down. I apologise for venting. I'm FoxGuyFoxtail and remember to smile.