Today marks, my biggest day in history of life. I am married to my husband! :)
I am trying to hold myself stable and collected from this wild WILD AMAZINGG DAY. It leaves me really really emotional, cause I've worked really hard to get here and never expected to get here so fast...
but I still wanna thank you all...
EVERYONE HERE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME OR LOVE ME... I CAN'T THANK YOU NO MATTER WHAT..
I've embarrassed myself so much there from all my emotional crying, that everyone jump-hugs me. Which was dangerous too, I almost suffocated! but was very cute and nice of everyone there!
I wanna thank everyone in my family for hosting this and funding it a lot. I got a lot of gifts there, wayy too many that I am still covering right now as I write this. I am not allowed to say what I got, pretty expensive shit! But most importantly for my work I also got the Computer of my dreams! a full on beast computer, yes... it has a 4090 IN IT and 4 tb of storage... Time to make awesome sauce work!! I am such a geek sorry... ;-;
back to the point, I need to finish this post real quick, but I just wanna say.. I am sorry for everything that I did all the mistakes that are considered and or concerned..
I love you guys... I love this world truly.. There's no such thing as an enemy we're all just humans of all kinds.
We can always try to fix and improve from what we were before.. And I sincerely want people to give me another chance, that have lost trust in me. I want to restate that I am a lot different than before, weather you don't believe me, it's the truth.
I am fully open to my heart now of forgiven everyone for all the things I did. I always wanna say, just give someone a chance. It's hard to prove that function to ever work in modern age. But sometimes you have to...
anyways I'll get back to the wave 2 of the party, love you all and please pray cause there's hope for everything!
( this post might be poorly written, I am on a extreme adrenaline oof XD )
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