So I was laying down on my stomach and my uncle can and so I went to say hii he told me "don't lay like that cas you have BROTHERS and they may ..... Blah blah blah " it's just disgusting that my uncle thinks my brothers can feel weird wen they see me like that like what is wrong with Muslims can someone tell me am not allowed to do what to want I jut hate this and idk I may be forced to marry my cousin but I don't want that can I just get help why can't I just ran away rn idk idk idk why is life doing this to me can I just die can I already be a adult away from my family idk but I don't know if am going to make it to leaving this hell of a country