So just realized it's not normal for a person my age to think about 18+ ( a lot) and that am hypersexual so like am also asexual so I don't understand myself man 😔 why am I hypersexual will.. ik why just did it have to be me it's just weird to realize that am even more different then I thought I want help I need help can I leave Oman already?

No I can't

Just I can't even get help for it even if I wanted to ( I do want the help cas this is just making hate myself more)