But I still love her.....I want with everything in me to hate her but I can't she is my mother after all so I just say I hate the things she has done the way she left without a warning telling me it wasn't my fault to easy my mind but that's not what I needed what I needed was someone to take care of me like a mother should but it's okay you moved on from my dad you brook him I watched him cry for hours I let him in my room when you fight wondering why this house was falling apart