stress has been hitting me like a fucking train, and i'm honestly done with it all.
from school, to friends, family, my identity .. its all been boiling inside me, and i'm ready to let it steam out ..
i've been so stressed lately that i haven't even tried eating.
either i eat too little, or eat too much to the point where i hurt my own stomach and vom!t right afterwards.
i cant play vrchat without getting harassed by basement dwellers or people who have nothing better to do with their life.
friends i have either leave, quit, k!ll themselves, or genuinely hate me .. ( you know who you are. )
my family isnt supportive of me being trans and bisexual and won't even buy me therapy.
so i have to resort to online therapy to even keep from ending it all.
my sister thinks i'm a freak.
and i probably won't be able to talk with my partner for awhile.
so yeah, i am suicidal.
.. i can't do this anymore.
Next up
Fanart that peepz have made for me or my OCs !
If you ever wanna make fanart of my OCs, go ahead ! Just @ me in the post and credit me :))
I CANT BROOOO
Go ahead and ask me any number idfc
Stolen btw *giggles and shits*
LMFAO
Footage of me and Infinity being goofy <33
YES INFINITY IS A REAL PERSON - And thats why I love him <3
Introducing two new goobers...
Yash and Pax !! :DD
I hope to do a Q&A with these two, so keep watch of that !
( Yes theres no animation, so deal with the crappy lyric transition. )
And yes, I made the art- Its not the best, but eh, I'm still a beginner.
yeaahhh, i dont think he likes me :(
everytime i speak to em, i get ignored -
at this point, i really dont care. i've shot my shot with infinity and so far its failed -
i like the man, but i won't continue unless those feelings are truly reciprocated.
Point proven
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