Okay this has to do with my family

i am the only female daughter then is my older brother he's in New Mexico and then my younger brother the one this is about i love him very much i treat him like a son and he treats me like a good mother unlike my actual mother And now She's taking him away from me He was there for me physically I'm lost He was my child basically And he's gone now

....And I'm just Mad sad Why is this day have to be the worst for me....I just want someone to hold me in real life I have no one in real life though That actually cares about me...

This is such a nightmare for me

this is a horror even worse than my other ones....