In a week ago, one of our deaf friend named Richard who just graduate high school last year unfortunate passed away. He was a great and hilarious person and I want to talk about how I felt when I heard this first time.

I was feeling strange when I heard about this mostly because we haven’t stroked since the drama is over which I don’t think my friend want me talk about it. This is sign of respect since although I am aware that a lot of people want to move on from the past despite the fact that it may have long effects on their brains, this one is quite different and I have never experience that is connect to me.

I feel ashamed because I had to choose between not talking to him and not hearing about him anymore but I NEVER want him to struggle because anything like this may be happen. Everyone has a second chance, even him, and it works, especially when he continues to communicate with them, even if it does not always works. I don’t want to see someone act as if they can’t good enough to fix their past mistakes like me too.

What’s worse is that he’s not even 20 or older and it felt like they were all doing everything they could and ended up being like this. I absolutely hate it that it’s actually happens a lot.

I want to say that Richard is still an excellent person and I’m glad for them to talk to them still, but please show love and respect for everyone. I’m going to miss the days when I could talk to him and when he came over to hang out. He might be gone forever but he will never be forgotten.

Rest in peace, Richard.