Nothing much, string of bad lucks, being stuck with someone that doesn't treat me well, being gaslighted all the time, power outtages, internet problems etc.

The days have not been friendly as it may seem and the quietness in-between events are making me question of it's even worth it. Y'know? Living, making stuff? Most times I just want to disappear from the face of the Earth

It's like Fate itself is mocking everything I do throwing such painful inconveniences even for as small as a power outtage. We pay the bills, so why does this happen now and only of the times I feel incredibly motivated? I like making stuff because I want to put smiles onto people.

And I know some of y'all probably gonna say "Hey! Touch some grass!". I'm afraid to say that's not even an option here most of the time. It feels to expensive and a hassle to even get out the house. It's too hot both inside and outside, hell the sunlight fries my eyes more than a computer screen does in just a few seconds. And also, we have no backyard, just a cramped sitting space between two neighboring houses that's more capable than us.

But hey, it's all good. Don't feel bad for us, there are certainly way more people that's had it worse. I'm not depressed, just anxious. And I'm thankful I'm even still alive; life is precious but it sure has some downsides that we sometimes need to let out to others.

On a silver lining, seeing all of your charged stickers even when you've heard almost no updates has been really REALLY helpful in giving a push for motivation. Not only for me! My family too! Mom and Dad is rly happy because of you! They've been very sad and angry the past days, but seeing your help being real really uplifts the mood.

Oh, and I've gotta thank @PrincessDoit and @Epicbro2222 for playing Terraria with me it was fun. They're really wonderful and they've helped me incredibly.

Okay, imma ramble down now, that's all. Might seem bleak, but I'm too tired to dwell on focusing thru the negatives.

cya!

, - A.L.C.

Last note: Today is my sister's birthday. Idk where she is now or how she's doing but I'm hoping she's alright. You should hope too, there have been strong storms near her region.

Last last note: Omg I forgot to thank @jestr1123 for the $10 . Imma keep it until we reach the goal by miracle. And @sosasees have been a great financier too! :D

I still have my debt notes. :')