Look ik I can be to much same times for example look at what I tried doing yesterday am sorry for making you guys feeling sacred for me sad or crying am sorry I just don't know what to do the bad thoughts won and ik they will win more than once so if you are a friend of my if you don't like ppl that are like this just please lat me go we don't have to be friends ik am to much andam a bad friend for everything I made you go through am sorry you didn't have to grief me why did you do that but know this would not be the last time am going to try to go to a batter place ( killing myself) just know am very VERY suicidal and you CHOOSE to be my friend you CHOOSE to be with same one like me you CHOOSE to be same one I can't be with out so please if you don't want to be with me anymore just leave before it's hurts me more than it hurts you also am sorry for yesterday

Am sorry ham I don't want you to feel this way

Am sorry barri I don't want you to grief me

Am sorry grassy I don't want you to go through finding Same one like me

Am sorry Blake that I made you cry for hours.

Am sorry soul for not saying anything to you.

Am sorry starty you didn't deserve to go through all of this your just a kid

Am sorry for everything I don't deserve anyone to like me I don't deserve anyone but thanks for staying but am sorry for hurting your feeling am sorry you didn't deserve a toxic friend like me am sorry for you mantel health cas I vent to you guys a lot ( not starty cas she a kid ) am sorry for everything

Idc of am just 13 am still a bad person am still a toxic friend I should have never been friends with you guys am sorry for making grief me you never deserved going through what you did yesterday am sorry am just sorry just don't be mad at me am just a idk am sorry idk if I can stop myself form doing that again just don't worry about me please ik am a ass hole am sorry for all of this am sorry for even wanting to be friends