You know why you are? Because it doesnt matter if your name is not different from someone else, or if youre human, which (doesnt) makes you equal to everyone, youre one in a billion, and i say that because there could have gone so many wrong things, you could have died at birth, from cancer or abortion, but yet you were chosen to stay in this world, dont you see what a blessing this is? Gods watching you from the sky , and instead of asking why, ask yourself this:

What can i do right now to change this? How can i start breaking the routine to change the way i feel?

And i know you may be hopeless right now, but living is suffering, and its a fact we learn to adapt and live with, so get out of your bed, and start seeing the beauty and meaning in the small things because they are the ones that matter, a simple good food, a sincere smile from a friend, you dont know how much these things are really worth, beacause you never got the taste to not have them, and its only in abscence of this joy that you start to see how much these things are valuable, and i can tell you, your life os meaningful, cuz for you to have it, your mom and your dad has to fight a lot of stuff, they had their own family fights just so they could stay together to give you this life, the life you have, the things you have and own, and thats also the reason your parents love you so much, because you represent to them their biggest achievement, you are something to be celebrated, because youre a living miracle