I just imagined them as a really random project, but since the event, everything has changed in my mind. It may seem strange, but you saved my life in my mind. At the time, I really saw things as dark, full of hatred and depression, but this attitude saved me, so even if the beginning was hard, I can say thank you. Also, Mother will change a lot, for the better. Stop 'trying' to be stupidly scared for nothing; there was a message being conveyed that spoke to me more, Hope.*

well that all for now, have good day everyone,

also,It is also important to stay in touch with your family and friends; being well surrounded is the best thing that can happen to a person.