I just have to do this or I'm gonna murder myself for not being consistent even tho I've failed that like a dozen times so idfk wut my point even is but I'm posting this anyways because otherwise I will not be able to rest easy if the last post says "2 weeks ago" underneath it and there's no new post after that, also I bought tickets to see the 2nd fnaf movie on release day so then I'll finally have smth to talk abt, this paragraph is kinda a brain dump btw, well technically it isn't a paragraph and it's more of a sentence cuz all I'm using is commas to separate things, anyways Smiling Friends still going strong, HH finale was alr, kinda miffed that Alastor can't even beat Vox's shark lackey and how lute did next to zilch, anyways I bought some stuff too, like a lil Miku keyring figure and an Alastor youtooz, which btw was a rly hard choice cuz I had to choose between a cheap youtooz or Art the Clown merch, but cuz I didn't buy the Art merch my wishlist is full of Terrifier stuffs, btw I'm dragging this on if you didn't notice, I'm using this big chunk of words to simulate hyperventilating but without actually venting any feelings cuz it's been a while since I rambled like this AT ALL cuz I don't usually like rambling in convos so this is just letting all that want? to ramble out of me, anyways anyways, I had more therapy # useless, also I feel kinda shitty cuz Shayy got outed for being a vile person, not cuz I liked them but cuz it just makes it harder for the trans community and their reputation cuz I've already seen some assholes whining abt that shit and it's rly pissing me off, anyways anyhow I'm also very much struggling cuz I have my mocks very very soon (in abt a week) and idfk shit, physics is ass, maths is ass, imma fail ;-;, so if ur like actually reading this (which I hope ur not cuz geez) please understand I can't chat for very long cuz I like actually need to do revision or imma actually fuck up my entire future tenfold, anyways at this point I'm kinda just challenging myself at what I can ramble on abt, gimme a sec while I think cuz I'm typing this in REAL TIME, no breaks, no breathers, no buts, no coconuts, I'm a rambling machine, look I can ramble about this, I can ramble about that, look if you're still reading this then maybe you need some help cuz I'm quite literally talking about nothing at this point, look there's like 7 lines above this one abt me just rambling, well actually the editing and finalised text layout is kinda different so it might not actually be that many lines but idrc, ooo ooo ik smth to talk abt, there were- no wait that's just sad, that's not ramble material, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck, wait don't go, I have uh-topics and shit, wait wait WAAAAIT