I know you might be used to living like this, and yes it hurts to see nobody notices, but wake up friend, no one reads minds, we dont have that super sense, but we know youre hurting, so stop building this wall of lies, cuz itll only make you lonelier, and instead hit it so it demolishes, so from the Wreckages of your old 'fine' self comes a new being, because recognizing this is serious is the first fundamental step, and from now on you will have to break another thing bringing you down like an anchor, and its your routine, because no one can filll the void inside you, and to spend your days rotting in bed watching others life go well while your only decays is not gonna get you anywhere, no matter how hard you run, you'll get nowhere this way, so cmon, get up of your bed, make your bed, tidy your room, wash your face, because you deserve this treatment, this care, fuck the voices, you are you and theres nothing more special and unique than you, and thats another reason to give meaning to your life, because you my friend, wasnt born from "luck", you were blessed, to be born the way you are is a punch in the face of everyone that went against your birth,to every fight that lead to your wonderful being right now, because even fighting right now, youre so beautiful and strong, even when you dont know it, because the hardest battle is the one where your life's upside down and your happy seems to be going further and further and your death seems nearer than ever, but believe me, happiness is something you can achieve, your negativism just males you panick like this, but cmon, with me, deep breaths, in and out, and with calmness, we'll get through this situation, because overthinking it will get you nowhere, so stop and meditate, find the inner peace within your spirit, because the father watching you in the sky is so damm proud of you for your resilience, and as much as he wants you with him, he doesnt want your death early, so take this words seriously, because being stuck for years on the same phase isnt a joke, its not funny and its hard, i know, but keeping this venom inside you isnt healthy too, so spill it out, vomit your thoughts to somebody that wants to listen, that you trust, because living with such a heavy burden, such loud voices, is gonna drive you to your end, and it will eat you inside out, so please, dont let this happen.