i cant let her find out.

would she forgive me for not telling her?

would she forgive herself for not knowing?

I just dont want to lose her.

shes my only form of humanity.

she keeps me sane.

shes what i wished society was like.

why.

why did it had to be her?

why.

why was she the one who had to go?

why.

why couldnt she had lived.

she had so much joy for life.

and now its gone.

shes slowing rotting.

i dont know how to help.

i need you.

anyone.

please.

help.

i dont want to lose her.

not yet.

-K