Hey everyone, its been a little while since my last post. Sorry for the short disappearance, I just had to deal with all of the shit that has been happening all of my life right now. Christmas is almost here, yet my trauma keeps on getting worse, I've been trying to think about Happy Christmas Vacation plans to try and get rid of them a bit. But no matter what I think about, it just does not go away. I still keep on seeing these visions of the ones who trilled to kill me during my hell, after I kept on telling my therapist on what they look like and why they keep popping up with no answers they can have. My therapist told me to draw on what they look like to me and send them it through a phone text. After hours of drawing, this is what I came up with on how they look like.....

Them........

After I sent it, I was getting nervous on how they where gonna view me now. Will they think I am insane, will they view me as something else?........ Thankfully my Therapist fully understood my side and is recommending me some great ways to finally brush off my trauma. Hopefully these options will help me, but time will tell if it would.....But right now, the ones who I've worked that caused my hell are going public and debunking every single thing about it to them. From what I've seen and heard they are trying to keep their reputation clean, I honestly view that as a scummy thing. But I'll be telling my side of the story with a interviewer next month so that everyone can hear and see the actual truth. I'll update you with another post next month as this story develops.....Till then, I'm not sure how well its gonna go.........I hope all of things I have said up until this point does not get taken down.....