I do not Anny_Funny, her harassment campaigns are childish and help no one
(Note: This isn't a joke, this post is serious[I hate that I have to specify that])
Chapter 0 - Info
This is going to be a long post explaining my entire friendship with pedro. This is going to be very long so I've added titles to each section. Also this isn't a deplatforming post or a "block an report pedro" type deal. I just want to catalogue everything he has done to me so people can decide on their own if they still wish to support him or not, I am personally indifferent.
Chapter 1 - Introduction
Me and Pedro have been friends for approximately 1 and a half years, being introduced to each other by my at the time friend and current wife Nova/CartridgeCupcakez(back them going by Acre!). This introduction accruing mainly due to Pedro wanting to be my friend. Our first interactions we're slightly uncomfortable on my part due to pedro(at this time pietra, I'm still going to refer to him to with he/they pronouns and pedro due to that being their current idenity at the moment) generally calling honey which did make me uncomfortable due to me having a girlfriend at the time. Our interactions remained generally sparse, with him once in a while messaging me and us supporting each others posts how most friends do. Eventually I got Nova and His discords and begun talking on there for quite a bit. Our conversations becoming more and more friendly towards eachother as we started hugging more frequently due to I knowing he had no malicious intend behind it. This was pretty much the "golden era" of our friendship where we spoke rather frequently, he was friendly and caring towards me and stuff like that. During this time I've also started calling Nova my sister because we became really close. Eventually pedro noticed that and wished me to call him bro and so I did.
Chapter 2 - A Gift with Some Bad
Things from then on remained rather good until September where one of the atrocious events happened, this event wasn't related to pedro but due to it I have become way more emotional and gained certain triggers that haunt me to this day. Pedro for the most part remained rather well during this period of time, I joining his server at this point. This period of time continued to be generally really happy with me making two friends that being TeraThePC(who later on invited me to the Forgotten Stories discord server where I met a bunch of kind and wonderful people with some slight dramas and hick-ups happeneing which while at the time were painful finally stopping later on, I am really greatful that she invited me to that server since without it I wouldn't of met some really nice people who were able to make me bury the september even deep int my mind and dull the triggers by a lot) and raoazzy(who I have been good friends with by recently she has gotten very busy so I've been trying to give her the space she needs). During this period of time Pedro started streaming once in a while with Tera and Rao and the streams were pretty good. That is until the day where shit the fan happened, raozzy who from what I've heard from pedro decided to make some space in between them due to her feeling emotionally reliant on him. Due to this she will no longer stream with him nor talk as much with him.
This is where pedro started to change, he would constantly threaten to delete his account, I telling him that "stuff will get better eventually so you shouldn't delete it, just take a break from it and then you can return to your platform". These breakdowns became more and more frequent until one Tuesday. The day started alright, at about 12:00 PM pedro messaged me, having yet another breakdown due to people not following him for him and following him to draw their ocs. When I tried to comfort them before heading to class. I after getting out of class completely forgot about his outburst until I got home where I saw something that put me into shock. He blocked me on every platform he had, I scared and crying trying in every way to be able to talk with him because I cared about him, I crying and crying before he decided to talk with me. He game me his instagram so we could talk there since he wanted to leave gamejolt and generally live life more offline. From then on I continued to talk with him on instagram and discord(for which I had to beg to be unbanned on).
From then he has grown incredibly cold, not responding to any of my hugs(which I stopped because I felt like they were unwelcome), he started talking with me less and less before chapter 3 started...
Chapter 3 - Damage and more damage
This by far is when pedro has started being the meanest with me. I started talking less and less with him due to him saying that he didn't want to talk with me as often before things changed. We started to speak again, he started to be nicer with me kinda old times, I added him back into the group chat I had with nova and him(he left himself when he originally blocked me). Stuff seemed to be rather well, he seemed to have went back to the happy self he was, yes he did have certain bad moments I comforted him through. Until one day... For context my father and I don't have the best relationship and he tends to argue and well at me quite a lot. One day that happened, after which I was really stressed and sad, that's when pedro made a post on his discord server "I'm looking for mods". I remembered that me, nova and him had a conversation about this, I had I wouldn't mind me and her being mods for his server and stuff since we cover out sleep times really well. when I messaged him about it he decided to mod her and another person instead of modding us three. When I said can you mod me too he kept on going on about only wanting two, this hurt me due to one of my mental cores which I won't go into detail due to it being a very personal thing but these triggers affect me greatly and hurt me incredibly much to the point that night I puked my guts out. Nova tried to help me, asking pedro to take her mod role away because she didn't want to mod without me and she knew how that affected me. After that another grace period started and then all of a sudden the most recent problem happened.
Pedro for quite a while has told me about him leaving the internet and I tried to make him not do so because I care for him, I always cared for him, I just wanted stuff to be better for him, I just wanted things to improve but at last I wiped my tears thinking he has quit. Assuring myself that if he needs something he'll add me back, he'll make a new account or do something to speak with me again. You cannot believe how awful I felt when one of my friends and nova confirmed to me that he still was online and that he just blocked me so I couldn't see his posts anymore and that he just moved on feels. I somebody who has only ever wanted him to be happy and improve, the one who has always tried to comfort him whenever he was down just fucking thrown away like a rag that's not longer useful. Him not even having the fucking curtsy to just tell me to fuck right off because I'm useless to him. He even fucking dodging the question when kris asked him about me... I want him to improve, I want the best for him and instead of at least being politely that he doesn't want anything to do with me he lied to me and made me think that he just needed a break from the internet.
Whenever I spoke with him he pushed me away but when others were away he tried his best to pull them closer. I just wanted to be there for him and help him with anything I could possibly help him.
Please do not harass him, just leave him alone or support him if you wish.












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