You know what? I just realized that this whole Tori obsession is really weird and embarrassing. It needs to stop. Since I’m self aware of it, I normally take advantage of it and use it as a joke or gag, but honestly, it’s gotten to the point where I feel as if I’ve taken it too far. It used to be fun, but now I feel messed up. I’ve talked about it so much, that now people might see me differently, or just think I’m weird and annoying. That hasn’t happened yet (I guess) but eventually, it might. Even now, I go back forth, wonder what in the world I’ve gotten myself into. And now, there’s nothing I can do. Who knows, maybe someone else can relate. It just doesn’t feel right anymore...

Also, I want to apologize to being so negative about myself lately. I don’t want anyone to be worried or uncomfortable with me. Just know that I have been going through some stuff, and that I will be fine.