i always feel like i need to express myself, and bc i live in a small country town, on a farm, im kinda starved of it. when i went to melbourne yesterday i went through countless outifts trying to pick the one i that i thought expressed me best, but at the end im still not happy. my necklace broke, and i started panicking over it ruining my outfit and not expressing myself fully, because i dont usually go to melbourne, and wanted to express myself the best i can. im just so starved of people understanding me and being in a school with no people that get me. everytime i go into a town or city, its just an endless search for someone that gets me, someone thats a therian, someone that likes grunge or scene. i just hate that this happens, and i just want to be able to enjoy myself, but i keep on wanting more, like to have therian friends or get gear. another thing is wanting to express my therianthropy. i dont have gear, so other therians wont recognise im a therian and if i miss them, ill probably never see them again. i dont have gear bc my parents dont know about my therianthropy, and im sure my mum would be ok with it, but my dad, maybe not. i need help, you guys, if u can. like some ways i can express my therianthropy? finding friends like me near me? and with the whole expressing myself thingo :( im just not happy with everything, even though ive got a alr life.