So I just got outta a grooming situation... Yeah...

The guy was 18 (or so he says), and as y'all know I'm 14, he confesses to "falling in love" w me only about two days before this post

I tried to smile and nod to the pedophilic information, by then he had conditioned me a lot

He'd love bomb me from the start of our "friendship" to the end where I blocked him while he was offline, he also made me feel responsible for his mental health and safety; saying he loves me, always wants to be w me, that I'm perfect, etc, and that I was all that kept him going; even occasionally being saying suicidal things

He was big on physical affection, even through the Internet, he always wanted me to send him digital hugs, and he liked to talk about wishing we knew each other irl so he could cuddle me

Because of his love bombing I grew very close to him in the span of a few days; barely a week probably

The night after he confessed, I had sent him a text message telling him I'd be at the store so I'd probably not b able to chat (smth he despised, he was incredibly clingy, never wanting to be apart from me, claiming to think about me while at work and only continue work to get money to move with me)

I sat there and stared at our chats, the weird feeling in my stomach, and I said to myself; "what am I doing?"

And I finally blocked him

It's been about 2-ish days since then and while I tried to play it off I still think I'm not over it and I need time to process the danger I barely escaped

I'll be tagging my friends (who don't already know) so they're aware of why I might not post or respond on here

Pls stay safe everyone